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hi this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of june 2003… I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
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Ray… I don’t want to be the bearer of bad news but 9.5 is NOT a little high. It’s very high. It’s most likely the cause of your neuropathy and CHF. If you’re not on meds your doctor is not doing his job. You can get this disease under control. Don’t let it take your life little by little! Jennifer – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
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Hi Joshua, My last A1c was 9.4. I’m not willing to settle for that because it just makes me more sick than I want to be. With the help of this group, in the last two weeks, I’ve dropped my average down from around 230 to 170, and today, my numbers actually stayed in the ‘normal’ range most of the day. It can be done. It’s a lot of hard work and dedication, but it’s worth it. My energy levels are way up. My back pain has lessened, and my feet are even less dry and more pink than they were. I’m just not going to allow this disease to control my life. I feel so strongly about this, so much so that I urge you to not accept those numbers. It is way too high to continue without more serious complications. I expect my next A1c to be better, and the next one better still until I obtain consistent tight control of my blood sugars. You’re worth the effort, please believe that. Bonita – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
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Hi Welcome Back and hope you stay around a while. Diana
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
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This post not CC’d by email >hi >this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. >talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to >that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out >of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. >my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from >my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make >it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with >my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of >june 2003…
So you are a young fellah. G’day G’day Ray, > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it >could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a >little high but watch what I eat…
Whoops. He didn’t really say, "An HbA1c of 9.5 was a BIT high" … or did he? 9.5 is so high it could bite you in some very unpleasant places … and when it has bitten you there it would find someone else for another nibble. Ray, I don’t know a iota about your circumstances when compared to what you know. For instance I don’t know such simple things as how long you have been diagnosed as a diabetic or what treatment you are receiving. Whatever. Reading your post is a bit like getting a supermarket docket for $120 000. One just knows some arithmetic needs to be redone. Here is the docket as I see it. Neuropathy in feet. Neuropathy in the legs. Neuropathy in … the anatomical progression was leading somewhere. (Probably affecting the hard drive.) Congestive heart failure. Now wait for the till total HbA1c, a bit high. <yeah, right> >it’s a good thing that i like salads.
Let’s face it, a more aggressive strategy seems to be called for. It could be that you are already being treated aggressively and are waiting for the impact of that to become apparent. I certainly hope so for your sake. Whatever. However, my hopes won’t save you. IMHO it is going to require some tough decisions, that only you and a doctor who is willing to lay it on the line in full frank honesty for you can make. Best wishes, — Quentin Grady ^ ^ / New Zealand, >#,#< [ / / "… and the blind dog was leading." http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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>hi >this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. >talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to >that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out >of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. >. . . .(snip). . . > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it >could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a >little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
Sorry, there’s something seriously wrong here. CHF + HbA1c of 9.5 doesn’t add up to "little high but watch what I eat. . ." As Quentin noted, "some arithmetic needs to be redone" As I see it, you should be in emergency mode right now. HbA1c of 9.5 equates to an average blood sugar of about 260 mg/dL (14.5 mmol/L in Europe and Canada). I think you need insulin right now, if only to normalize your sugars and give you and your doc a chance to figure out how best to handle this situation. Your doc needs to be a lot more aggressive. You would be well served if somebody started pestering him for stronger meds or even a referral to a diabetes specialist. Regards Old Al
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> hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
Hi Ray. Sorry to hear of all your misfortune, but happy to see you are here now and able to participate. I’m sure by reading what other people have found works for them you can get that HbA1C reading down and get some better control. I don’t even want to talk about computer problems. Mine has been in the shop since May 1st. I’m using our old one. Every time I get ahold of the man he says he is just about done restoring everything I had on my hard drives and should be done by the next day. Then I can’t get him to answer his phone for a couple of days. Aren’t computers fun? :-< Anyway, best of luck to you. Chuck
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This post not CC’d by email – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Sorry, there’s something seriously wrong here. > CHF + HbA1c of 9.5 doesn’t add up to "little high but watch what I eat. . >." >As Quentin noted, "some arithmetic needs to be redone" >As I see it, you should be in emergency mode right now. HbA1c of 9.5 >equates to an average blood sugar of about 260 mg/dL (14.5 mmol/L in >Europe and Canada). I think you need insulin right now, if only to >normalize your sugars and give you and your doc a chance to figure out how >best to handle this situation. >Your doc needs to be a lot more aggressive. You would be well served if >somebody started pestering him for stronger meds or even a referral to a >diabetes specialist. >Regards > Old Al
G’day G’day, I think what we are all politely trying to say is "If you want to live get better medical advice." The time to act was yesterday. Joshua, we like you. We want you to stick around. We would like for the least of your worries be computers crapping out as they are wont to do. The fact that we are here posting means some of us could even help you sort out some of those computer problems. Many of us have had similar problems from time to time. What I personally don’t like is what is happening for you medically that IMHO could and should be avoided. My sense is that, that is a shared opinion. Best wishes, Best wishes, — Quentin Grady ^ ^ / New Zealand, >#,#< [ / / "… and the blind dog was leading." http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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Is this Ray/Joshua, or am I really confused, I am sorry that you have all the problems that you do for such a young man, Some things can get back to normal if you get your bgts under control and your aic into a non diabetic state and stay there, 9.5 is very high so I dont understand Dr. Davis advise, You need to work on it really hard, and if you need our help we are here for you. Loretta — In tribute to the United States of America and the State of Israel, two bastions of strength in a world filled with strife and terrorism.
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Sharing….Quentin! Memory
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> hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group….
Hi there Ray, Nice to see you back here > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home.
It isn’t quite like that. We have free will. If you put yourself in harm’s way, whether you know it’s harmful or not, you will suffer consquences. On the other hand, if you start looking after yourself, you may start doing better. You *are* responsible for looking after the body God gave you. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare…
I can see that you are possible waiting for the medicare to become available, so that you can seek more medical attention, and that’s important, but there are some things you can get going on right now. > not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003…
Yes there is. Lots to do. Do you have a meter? There are ways to buy strips for testing at pretty affordable prices too – folk here can give you some leads on that. Have a look at our web page and read Jennifers advice to newbies, and get started on adjusting your diet and getting those bg levels down. Seek out a group that teaches mild, suitable exercise programs for CHF survivers – all the literature says that those who eat right and exercise do better in preventing any further incidents. How’s your cholesterol? Start looking at things that can help there too. You’re gonna be one busy boy, if you take a very personal interest in your own treatment. Shopping is going to get veeery interesting. > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
Well, salads are a good place to start. What you put in them really matters. Have you considered stir frys, or soups? What kind of proteins are you into? Fish is one of the best sources, but there are others you may be able to have as well. Some eggs and nuts aren’t bad either. A bit of dairy in moderation should be possible. Berries are a tasty, low carb fruit that you might like to check out. You say you go shopping with your wife – how much input from you goes into the food selections? Do you read labels? – now is a good time to start. Ever thought of taking up cooking? – there’s lots of suitable recipes around, and you may even design some of your own. Sooo, if you have any questions, please ask – we just love to help! Get your butt into gear, and start thinking life! A NEW way of life! I guarantee you won’t be bored. Take care, Annette
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Hi Diana; Thank you. I will try to stay around… recently my son’s computer was destroyed by a little "spider" in his power supply it touched somthing as he as botting up and ZAP! no more 1700+ chip!!!! the mother board was toast too. so things can happen outside our control. God Bless you & this group! Ray
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Hi Welcome Back and hope you stay around a while. > Diana > hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay > out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer > from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i > make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping > with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, > it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads. >
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Hi Quentin; Each day is wonderful gift! the doc’s TA gave me my test results, and I’ve been diagnosed a T2 since Feb 2001…. i have all that neuropathy in my feet and am impotent. I take insulin twice a day 4R & 12 N… thanks for your advice heaven knows I can use all the wisdom i can get. Now if i could get over feeling useless…. Ray
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> This post not CC’d by email >hi >this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. >talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to >that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out >of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. >my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from >my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make >it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with >my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of >june 2003… > So you are a young fellah. > G’day G’day Ray, > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it >could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a >little high but watch what I eat… > Whoops. > He didn’t really say, "An HbA1c of 9.5 was a BIT high" … or did he? > 9.5 is so high it could bite you in some very unpleasant places … > and when it has bitten you there it would find someone else for > another nibble. > Ray, > I don’t know a iota about your circumstances when compared to what > you know. For instance I don’t know such simple things as how long > you have been diagnosed as a diabetic or what treatment you are > receiving. Whatever. > Reading your post is a bit like getting a supermarket docket for > $120 000. One just knows some arithmetic needs to be redone. > Here is the docket as I see it. > Neuropathy in feet. > Neuropathy in the legs. > Neuropathy in … the anatomical progression was leading somewhere. > (Probably affecting the hard drive.) > Congestive heart failure. > Now wait for the till total > HbA1c, a bit high. <yeah, right> >it’s a good thing that i like salads.
> Let’s face it, a more aggressive strategy seems to be called for. > It could be that you are already being treated aggressively and are > waiting for the impact of that to become apparent. I certainly hope so > for your sake. Whatever. > However, my hopes won’t save you. IMHO it is going to require some > tough decisions, that only you and a doctor who is willing to lay it > on the line in full frank honesty for you can make. > Best wishes, > — > Quentin Grady ^ ^ / > New Zealand, >#,#< [ > / / > "… and the blind dog was leading." > http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->hi >this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. >talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to >that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out >of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. >my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from >my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make >it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with >my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of >june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it >could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a >little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
> That A1c is to high. Things will get worse if you don’t get your > diabetes under control. A lot of people today seem to be having > computer problems. Damn M$ and their XP patch in April is > destabilizing a lot of user systems, mine included. Hope things get > better for you. See Sig to record those BG’s and BP. It’s Free. > Good luck. > http://www.tcainternet.com/retired/index.html
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Hi Al; so far i do ok on my heart meds. if i told any stronger i’d be sleepwalking my way through each day, as it is I’m sluggish and too much insulin made me feel "funny"….. It’s been over 2 years since my heart attack. maybe when i get on medicare i can afford better care, mre blood tests, etc. more supplies to test with, with me not working things are all on my wife, since she’s the only one bringing in a paycheck…. and my SSDI that i get once a month…..taking better care of myself cost $$$$. thanks
Ray
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text ->hi >this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. >talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to >that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out >of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. >. . . .(snip). . . > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, > it >could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a >little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
> Sorry, there’s something seriously wrong here. > CHF + HbA1c of 9.5 doesn’t add up to "little high but watch what I eat. . > ." > As Quentin noted, "some arithmetic needs to be redone" > As I see it, you should be in emergency mode right now. HbA1c of 9.5 > equates to an average blood sugar of about 260 mg/dL (14.5 mmol/L in > Europe and Canada). I think you need insulin right now, if only to > normalize your sugars and give you and your doc a chance to figure out how > best to handle this situation. > Your doc needs to be a lot more aggressive. You would be well served if > somebody started pestering him for stronger meds or even a referral to a > diabetes specialist. > Regards > Old Al
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Quentin I guess i don’t have a real good reason to live my life sucks!!!! If its my time to die then so be it…. I could have perfect BG and get killed in a car crash tomorrow…. but thank you for your concern! all i see is me in a wheelchair in a few years getting my oxygen through a plastic tube! so maybe my thinking needs a little adgustment, i had a bout with thoughts of sucide in 2001 my doctor prescribed Zoloft, that worked, I really don’t want a heart transplant, I can’t see taking a life to perpetuate my life anyway I’d be on anti-rejection drug therapy forever and they won’t pay for those drugs but they would pay for $1million dollar heart transplant, and that don’t make sense to mee at all. Prevention is the only was to go but that’s too late! I really hate sticking myself…. this is NO way to live as i see it… what’s really going to kill me is LACK of INSURANCE… see I’m fighting a loosing battle…. No sense getting all worked up about my test death is a natural thing.
this body is only a shell, once i vacate it they can do whatever they want with it….. are these thoughts morbid???? are am i only being sensible about my situation? sorry to sound so down, but today is one of my GOOD days:) the sun’s shining the birds are singing so sweetly…. Sincerely; Ray
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> This post not CC’d by email > Sorry, there’s something seriously wrong here. > CHF + HbA1c of 9.5 doesn’t add up to "little high but watch what I eat. . >." >As Quentin noted, "some arithmetic needs to be redone" >As I see it, you should be in emergency mode right now. HbA1c of 9.5 >equates to an average blood sugar of about 260 mg/dL (14.5 mmol/L in >Europe and Canada). I think you need insulin right now, if only to >normalize your sugars and give you and your doc a chance to figure out how >best to handle this situation. >Your doc needs to be a lot more aggressive. You would be well served if >somebody started pestering him for stronger meds or even a referral to a >diabetes specialist. >Regards > Old Al > G’day G’day, > I think what we are all politely trying to say is > "If you want to live get better medical advice." > The time to act was yesterday. > Joshua, we like you. We want you to stick around. We would like for > the least of your worries be computers crapping out as they are wont > to do. The fact that we are here posting means some of us could even > help you sort out some of those computer problems. Many of us have > had similar problems from time to time. > What I personally don’t like is what is happening for you medically > that IMHO could and should be avoided. My sense is that, that is a > shared opinion. > Best wishes, > Best wishes, > — > Quentin Grady ^ ^ / > New Zealand, >#,#< [ > / / > "… and the blind dog was leading." > http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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Dear Memory: Quentin seems nice to me… Ray
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Chuck; thanks… I know I should get a grip….. somtime I loose it… Ray
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > june 2003… > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads.
> Hi Ray. Sorry to hear of all your misfortune, but happy to see you are here now > and able to participate. I’m sure by reading what other people have found works > for them you can get that HbA1C reading down and get some better control. > I don’t even want to talk about computer problems. Mine has been in the shop > since May 1st. I’m using our old one. Every time I get ahold of the man he says > he is just about done restoring everything I had on my hard drives and should be > done by the next day. Then I can’t get him to answer his phone for a couple of > days. Aren’t computers fun? :-< > Anyway, best of luck to you. > Chuck
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Annette; Hi; it’s quite a mess finding out it takes lots of $$$ to live, oh well that’s nothing new to us…. call me "joshua" or Ray just not late to dinner
thank you thank you thank you don’t mind me i get frustated sometimes…. I love the support you guys are wonderful
there are Angels!!!!
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> hi > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > Hi there Ray, > Nice to see you back here > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else > added to > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to > stay out > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > It isn’t quite like that. We have free will. If you put yourself > in harm’s way, whether you know it’s harmful or not, you will suffer > consquences. On the other hand, if you start looking after > yourself, you may start doing better. > You *are* responsible for looking after the body God gave you. > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand > computer from > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… > if i make > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… > I can see that you are possible waiting for the medicare to become > available, so that you can seek more medical attention, and that’s > important, but there are some things you can get going on right now. > not much to do but go shopping with > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the > 23rd of > june 2003… > Yes there is. Lots to do. Do you have a meter? There are ways to > buy strips for testing at pretty affordable prices too – folk here > can give you some leads on that. Have a look at our web page and > read Jennifers advice to newbies, and get started on adjusting your > diet and getting those bg levels down. Seek out a group that > teaches mild, suitable exercise programs for CHF survivers – all the > literature says that those who eat right and exercise do better in > preventing any further incidents. How’s your cholesterol? Start > looking at things that can help there too. > You’re gonna be one busy boy, if you take a very personal interest > in your own treatment. > Shopping is going to get veeery interesting. > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say > oh well, it > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis > says a > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like > salads.
> Well, salads are a good place to start. What you put in them really > matters. Have you considered stir frys, or soups? What kind of > proteins are you into? Fish is one of the best sources, but there > are others you may be able to have as well. Some eggs and nuts > aren’t bad either. A bit of dairy in moderation should be possible. > Berries are a tasty, low carb fruit that you might like to check > out. > You say you go shopping with your wife – how much input from you > goes into the food selections? Do you read labels? – now is a good > time to start. > Ever thought of taking up cooking? – there’s lots of suitable > recipes around, and you may even design some of your own. > Sooo, if you have any questions, please ask – we just love to help! > Get your butt into gear, and start thinking life! A NEW way of > life! I guarantee you won’t be bored. > Take care, > Annette
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Don’t we all? At least you recognize it, which is a whole lot better than most people. Hang in there, if for no other reason than to prove them wrong that say you can’t. ‘-} Chuck – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – > Chuck; > thanks… I know I should get a grip….. somtime I loose it… > Ray
> > hi > > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay > out > > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer > from > > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i > make > > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping > with > > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > > june 2003… > > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh > well, it > > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads. >
> Hi Ray. Sorry to hear of all your misfortune, but happy to see you are > here now > and able to participate. I’m sure by reading what other people have found > works > for them you can get that HbA1C reading down and get some better control. > I don’t even want to talk about computer problems. Mine has been in the > shop > since May 1st. I’m using our old one. Every time I get ahold of the man he > says > he is just about done restoring everything I had on my hard drives and > should be > done by the next day. Then I can’t get him to answer his phone for a > couple of > days. Aren’t computers fun? :-< > Anyway, best of luck to you. > Chuck
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yes your right….. I’ll try…. thanks…
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -> Don’t we all? At least you recognize it, which is a whole lot better than most > people. Hang in there, if for no other reason than to prove them wrong that say > you can’t. ‘-} > Chuck > Chuck; > thanks… I know I should get a grip….. somtime I loose it… > Ray
> > > hi > > > this is Ray I’ve been away from the group…. > > > talk about neuropathy in my feet, legs, and you know where else added to > > > that CHF(congestive heart failure). well the good Lord wants me to stay > out > > > of trouble, i guess. so this keeps me home. > > > my 1st computer’s hd crahed an burned, i got another 2nd hand computer > from > > > my son, all my files are gone now, my instant message contacts… if i > make > > > it to August 2003 i’ll be on medicare… not much to do but go shopping > with > > > my wife and visit my in’laws… I’ll be 52 y/o in a month on the 23rd of > > > june 2003… > > > I won’t bore you with all the bad things that’s happened, I say oh > well, it > > > could’ve been worse…my last HbA1c test was "9.5" doctor Davis says a > > > little high but watch what I eat…it’s a good thing that i like salads. >
> > Hi Ray. Sorry to hear of all your misfortune, but happy to see you are > here now > > and able to participate. I’m sure by reading what other people have found > works > > for them you can get that HbA1C reading down and get some better control. > > I don’t even want to talk about computer problems. Mine has been in the > shop > > since May 1st. I’m using our old one. Every time I get ahold of the man he > says > > he is just about done restoring everything I had on my hard drives and > should be > > done by the next day. Then I can’t get him to answer his phone for a > couple of > > days. Aren’t computers fun? :-< > > Anyway, best of luck to you. > > Chuck
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This post not CC’d by email >Hi Quentin; >Each day is wonderful gift! >the doc’s TA gave me my test results, and I’ve been diagnosed a T2 since Feb >2001…. i have all that neuropathy in my feet and am impotent. I take >insulin twice a day 4R & 12 N… >thanks for your advice heaven knows I can use all the wisdom i can get. >Now if i could get over feeling useless…. >Ray
G’day G’day Ray, First up, let me apologize for misappraising your situation. I really did think it was time you and your doc were considering insulin. I see you are already there. As to how to improve the results from taking insulin, sorry, I can’t help at all there since it is way outside my range of expertise. I do however hope that you will enter into discussion with some of the very knowledgeable T1 here. BTW. It isn’t necessary to feel useful. Sure I know guys get hung up on feeling useful. And most of us would like to feel useful. It just isn’t an absolute necessity. Maybe it is what keeps so many of us working too hard and too long. However think about this for a moment; at the moment we were born no one said, "This baby is not OK because it can’t plough the field today." I guess what I am about to suggest is a bit radical but hey perhaps you might want to give it a try. A theologian once said something to the effect, "What matters is we give life meaning. It doesn’t matter too much what the meaning is just that we attach meaning to what we do each day." It might be playing a game of checkers with friend … and looking forward to a return match when one loses. It might be making it to the bus on time to visit a drop in centre. It might be … well you can see it doesn’t matter what it is or whether anyone else would attach importance to it. Just so long as it is meaningful in some way to you. Has there every been something that you thought, well I’d do that if I had time. Well now you probably have time and a dozen more reasons why you couldn’t be enjoying whatever that was right now but hey, some of those reasons might just be challenges to which you will see solutions once you are looking for them. Hope you get those damn computers up and going again. Best wishes, — Quentin Grady ^ ^ / New Zealand, >#,#< [ / / "… and the blind dog was leading." http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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This post not CC’d by email >Dear Memory: >Quentin seems nice to me… >Ray
> Sharing….Quentin! Memory
Thanks Ray, Memory’s comment didn’t mean anything to me. Perhaps she was suggesting she shared my views over the need to get good medical care … perhaps not. BTW. when I went to California a commonly heard expression was "Thank your for sharing." When on returning to NZ, I used it with one of my classes, it got the response it deserved, "Who farted?" — Quentin Grady ^ ^ / New Zealand, >#,#< [ / / "… and the blind dog was leading." http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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> A theologian once said something to the effect, "What matters is we > give life meaning. It … might be making it to the bus on time to > visit a drop in centre.
And if you don’t make it, could you cope with a little extra walking? (That’s thinking outside the bus.) OK, Ray, sometimes I can’t resist a little joke, but I know your situation is serious. I just can’t at the moment say anything that hasn’t already been said.
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G’day G’day Ray, You describe this as one of your good days. Hey, I believe you. So how about we make the most of the opportunity. This post not CC’d by email >I guess i don’t have a real good reason to live my life sucks!!!!
As it happens I spent many years educating adults. Now that is very different from educating kids. Most kids sort of accept education because its what they’re supposed to be doing. Some of course don’t. With adults it is very different. Adults are sure of one thing, there must be a reason why they are getting that education. Put simply most of them are goal orientated. The funny thing is their goals are different. Sure their goals might have some similarity because they are doing the same course but scratch a little deeper and one finds their desired outcomes are often quite different. Now how can that be. We they all given different destinies? It doesn’t seem that way for most of them. My guess is they made them up themselves. They gave their own meaning to what they did. It seems such a natural thing for people to do, I stopped and wondered why that wasn’t happening for you right now. Could it be circumstance? It sure could, but it might not be entirely that. High blood glucose for instance can make people feel like crap. >If its my time to die then so be it…. >I could have perfect BG and get killed in a car crash tomorrow….
Well that is true. It is also true that people who are bright and cheerful are less accident prone. Put simply it one more good reason to get those blood glucose levels under control sooner rather than later. >but thank you for your concern!
I’d like to thank you straight up for accepting the bumbling along of someone who would like to help but uncertain of what immediate action needs to be taken to start things in right direction for you. There is no way I can get it all right. That is one of the virtues of a support group. Think of it like a supermarket. There is lots of different help on the shelves. You get to push your own trolley. > all i see is me in a wheelchair in a few years getting my oxygen through a >plastic tube!
Does it have balloons? Whenever I come up with a depressing image like that I play with it a bit. Reality is challenge enough without creating depressing images of things that might never happen. >so maybe my thinking needs a little adgustment,
Yeah, it probably does but you know what "Its OK." >i had a bout with thoughts >of sucide in 2001 my doctor prescribed Zoloft, that worked, I really don’t >want a heart transplant, I can’t see taking a life to perpetuate my life
Now I find that a bit strange. There are many people who put their names forward as heart donors transplants. My guess they don’t see their life being taken away from them by the transplant. They figure that should, heaven forbid, they get run over by a bus, some part of them will go on living. It is more like having a chance to cheat death in part. Same scenario, two different points of view. I am not saying my way of thinking about it is better or right just that not everyone shares the idea that heart transplants amount to taking a life to perpetuate life. >anyway I’d be on anti-rejection drug therapy forever and they won’t pay for >those drugs but they would pay for $1million dollar heart transplant, and >that don’t make sense to mee at all.
Now that is a bitch. It doesn’t make sense to me either. It doesn’t make sense to me so much that in your position I’d be inclined to be writing to a member of congress or whatever. Something like that would give my life meaning … not that is a way I’d choose but I sure as heck can recognise it get me up and fighting. >Prevention is the only was to go but that’s too late! >I really hate sticking myself…. this is NO way to live as i see it… >what’s really going to kill me is LACK of INSURANCE… see I’m fighting a >loosing battle….
Fighting losing battles is the stuff that make unnatural heroes of us. > No sense getting all worked up about my test >death is a natural thing.
this body is only a shell, once i vacate it >they can do whatever they want with it….. are these thoughts morbid???? >are am i only being sensible about my situation?
I’d take a bet each way. Some part of it is physiological. Improving the things that can probably be improved like blood glucose would help and yes some part of it is just accepting one of the possibilities of your situation. My general question is "What next?" Let’s say you have done all the accepting what would you rather get on and do? >sorry to sound so down, >but today is one of my GOOD days:)
For that, there is absolutely nothing to apologize for. Down is how you have been feeling. You’re been honest about it. It is up to us to feel comfortable with that. Sure we might make the odd suggestion on how you might brighten up how you feel right now but frankly I’m glad you can discover for yourself >the sun’s shining >the birds are singing so sweetly….
and you are enjoying that. >Sincerely; >Ray
Best wishes, — Quentin Grady ^ ^ / New Zealand, >#,#< [ / / "… and the blind dog was leading." http://homepages.paradise.net.nz/quentin
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